The Other
Man
It wasn’t in my plan, but now I know where I stand
Or should I say stood, I was destined to be the “Other Man”.
The one who accepts your lifestyle unattached emotionally
No Christmas, Valentines Day or birthdays for me.
You’ll be with him and he comes first.
I`ll see you later if worst comes to worst.
I’ll show you how to creep and keep the game tight
Shyt! you may teach me a few tricks on those sneaky nights.
But it’s ok `cause I’ll have my freedom to explore
Relationships with other women who can give me more.
So for now it’s cool and I won’t complain
Just be careful not to say or mention my name.
I’m down for the games and just as long as I know
That I’m a booty call, I won’t mess up ya flow.
It’s not easy and I wrongly thought it was more
But when you’re not mine I don’t view you as a *bleep*.
Don’t get me wrong, there were feelings involved, no doubt
You put it on me but keeping it real, I turned you out.
It’s so hard for me to accept and it’s really not funny
But I laugh sometimes It`s a shame I lost because of money.
Copyright 2004 Wu Da Hustla
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The Day Beauty Was Crafted
When God first thought of Beauty
In his minds eye was a face with your image.
So he took the finest piece of ebony
And shaped it.
Carved it with your contours.
Peeled the skin off cherries for your lips.
Pearls and Black diamonds formed your eyes.
And your hair was from twisted silk.
To give you life he filled with equatorial winds.
So when you spoke Id think of Jamaica.
Gave you energy from the sun
Cause your joy is so abundant.
And a mind so sharp it makes
Scalpels look dull.
In you he made my equal.
In you he made my companion.
And by doing so I was completed
The day beauty was crafted.
David L. Bennett II
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I met a young lady that changed my life. Her name was Robin…. I met here at one
of the local malls here in Chicago. When I first saw her I could not move….
All I did was stare at her. My friends that I worked with told me to just go on
over and talk to her… by the time I made a move she was more than half way
down the mall and I thought that I had missed my chance. I guess god was looking
out for me, because she came back my way. Once again I froze, but thank god she
was more man than me. She came into my store and introduced herself…… we
talked for a min and before I could ask her for her number her girlfriend made
the super block and started pulling her by her arm telling her that they had to
go. As she walked away she turned around a said “Don’t worry will see each
other again” all I could think was yeah right. The night went on and all I
could think about was her. My work suffered, but lucky for me I was the store
manager so who cared. So now it’s 9:00pm and it’s time for the store to
close…. As I begin to close the gate to the store someone taps me on my
shoulder. I turned around to see Robin smiling and looking even better then she
did before. She said to me “I told you that we were going to see each other
again” I was shocked all I could do is smile. She said her and her girls were
going out to the show and they all had dates that they were going to meet at the
show (movies) and she wanted to know if I would be her date…. Of course I said
yes but I told her that I would have to go home and change out of my work
clothes, but she said that I looked good to her. I went back to my house and
they followed me, but when I got there I remembered that I could not go because
I had to take my friend to the doctors office early in the morning and I had to
be up early. So I come back down stairs and I walk over to there car and I tell
them the news….. You could tell by the look on her face that she was let down.
She got out of the car and gave me a hug and wrote her number down on my hand
and kissed me goodnight and said that I better call her tomorrow my reply was
“You got it”. I got up early the next morning and after I took my shower I
gave her a call. It had to be like
7:00am, but luckily for me she answered the phone…… she sounded like she was
tired as hell. She said “whoever this is it better be good”….. I said
“This is Rico we met last night at the mall” the tone in her voice changed.
She sounded happy to hear from me….she said “what’s up? I’m glad you
called” she proceeded to tell me all about her night.
Before we were about to get off the phone I asked her if she wanted to go
out that night…… She used my line on me “You got it”. So that night I
asked her to be my girl and thus began the happiest days of my life. We were
together for three years and then in 1989 she was taken from along with my
unborn child. It was the summer of 89 I was on my way to her house to tell her
that I was going to get out of the life and settle down with her and go to
college. I had bought her something to say thank you for being there for me thru
all my bulls#! +. We decided to go out and sit on the porch and talk. She was
going to tell me something I could tell by the look in her eyes, but before she
could say anything and car came speeding by and opened fire. When they were gone
I told Robin to get up and go inside and see if her mom and her brother were ok,
but she did not move. She called out to me and I held her in my arms and the
first thing she said to me was “I love you and the baby” she did not say
anything else she just held my hand crying. I could not do anything but cry and
say I’m sorry. Her mom came outside and ran back inside and called the
ambulance, but before they got there she died in my arms. When the paramedics
got there they took her from me and her mom ran out and told them that she was
pregnant. They immediately took her to hospital, but they could not save the
baby. Since then I have not loved anyone as much as Robin. I take love
seriously….. I do not use the word unless I mean it. I still have the gift
that I bought her. I swore that I would only give it to the women that could win
my heart like she did. I was 18 when Robin and my child was taken from me. I’m
30 now and I have still not found a women that can make me feel the way she did.
I have loved many women but non as much as Robin. I miss you Robin you are still
the love of my life. Stan
Gray
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I remember the 1st day we laid together afraid to mess things up. Not going to fast and being sure not to rush. We took our time to feel better acquainted. I remember those late nights where he held me tight without crossing any boundaries. There was a knock at my door he smiled at me with those beautiful light brown eyes staring into me like the fire of a flame melting my soul. I knew at that moment this was the man I needed and I wanted him close to me. The Nets were on so we lay in my bed as I began to dove off and he was into the game suddenly his attention drew away from the game and his hands began to caress my body stimulating my soul. He began to kiss my body gently creating a tingle between my thighs. As he lowered himself and slid down my stomach I began to feel butterflies growing inside. At that very moment I began to feel the warmth of his tongue inside me I couldn’t move, couldn’t speak I just lay there basking in the sexual emotion my body was experiencing. I was afraid. His manhood was so large I was afraid it might break me. He moved up slowly and began to kiss me gently on my neck and lips. He pressed himself against me until we both couldn’t take it anymore my fears kept me silent but he knew what to do. He slowly slid himself into me and I felt a slight ache and he felt so good and looked directly into my eyes kissing my lips I began to forget about the pain and my juices flew down into my walls making it easier for this man to succeed in his mission. Our bodies became one and I was entangle in his emotions and he into mines. Never taking his eyes off of me, those eyes of fire as they continue to burn though me, continue to melt soul and now my body. All of a sudden it was like the eruption of Mt. St Helens as I cry out from sexual release. I felt him coming as he yelled and moaned in relief of his release. We lay there kissing one another feeling a sense of joy and closeness. I slowly got up from my bed and walked into the bathroom. When I came back I had a towel in hand warm with soap I softly began to clean him. He smiled at me as I walked back. We lay next to one another cradled together in a peaceful slumber.
Anonymous
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